Summer is here with all its additions. Heat, rain, thunder and just the usual feeling of suffocation because summer in Sweden is torture since Sweden isn’t supposed to be this hot. But it’s getting cooler this coming week and it’s needed but I do of course welcome the heat back later. ♡
Yesterday I was struggling to get some pictures of Cosmos. He kept moving around, but eventually he went back to his original spot and I managed to get the pictures I wanted. 🙂
Took some really cute pictures of Cosmos about two days ago. It’s a rare occassion I actually pick up my camera so yeah. A little bit unsharp but they work.
I am sorry Pyret. Is it okay if I let Cosmos use your food bowl and toys for a while? Until I have order or until we’ve moved to a bigger place? It’s kind of comforting seeing how much he loves the same toys that you loved. It’s okay, isn’t it? Maybe you’re showing him the best toys and told him how much I loved seeing you play with them.
I miss you and in two days I’m coming to get you. You’re almost home. 😻
I have been watching too many movies. Which is kind of evident, because I am on edge for the slightest suspicious sounds in the middle of the night. Like tonight when I heard some and then discovered it was just Cosmos who’d gotten himself into my drawers. Such a weird cat, but I love him. A cat is a cat and that is that. 🙂
I won’t post a sentence today. I just don’t want to write today. I basically cry on and off. I will compensate by writing two or more sentences when I do post however. It’s been 100 days since my angel returned to heaven. My heart hurts more than ever since I just can’t seem to have any chance to go get his ashes since I don’t have a ride and that just tears my heart apart. So I am promising Pyret that I will go get his ashes this month – even if I have to walk there and even if it takes me a day or two walking. I want him to come home.
I am sorry Pyret,
For being selfish. For not spending as much time with you the last months of your life. I did not know better – I thought I would have you for many more years. I am sorry Pyret; for not being there when they had to let you go. Truth is: I wouldn’t have the strength. I am sorry Pyret for not getting help any sooner. Truth is, people told me to wait it out and for a moment you got better. I am sorry for setting myself first when you had always been my top priority. I am sorry, Pyret. That I let myself go when you needed me the most. I am so sorry Pyret. And most of all I am so sorry that even after three months I still haven’t gotten a chance to get your ashes home, truth is that I have a hard time getting there. I am sorry Pyret. I am so sorry.
I want to say thank you, Pyret. For all the years you gave. I want to say thank you Pyret; for all your headbonks, sandpaper kisses and purrs. For all the unconditional love you gave in that red and white fluffy fur. I want to say thank you Pyret, for being my loyal furiend. To have someone to come home to, to each days end. I want to say thank you Pyret, for giving me the reason to live. I want to say thank you Pyret; for not only never leaving my side, but also the very day that I got you, little did you know that you saved my very life. I am thankful for the short amount of time I got, I guess it was your time to leave. Maybe God called back his furry angel because it was according to his will. And most of all: I want to say thank you for being my heart and soul and even if it may take a while until the change of tides: I cannot wait until the day I will always be by your side.
Spent some time with these lovely divas today. Well, the curious and the shy diva. Both are beauties.
I just love cats. 💕 Absolutely amazing animals.